LIFE.. vlogging

Hey everyone,

So i have found my new obsession..

vlogging

i really like it.. 

for people who dont know and aren't with it..

vlogging is video blogging..

look that shiit up. lol

i have a vlog account on youtube, and i enjoy making videos with my friends and seeing what people think.. it's pretty great!

for all the people who blog and enjoy it i would suggest vlogging for a while.. it's easier and much faster.

I know that there are some people who like typing.. i am one of them.

and i really enjoy what people have to say!

Also the reason i like it is because you can be funny and be sarcastic.. it's pretty funny...

but other than that.. i have nothing else to say..

all you people who read this and such drop me a line.

tell me what you think!!!!

PEACE&& LOVE!!!!

xoxo

gossip fan!

Pre Turkey Day!

Hello all..

Tomorrow is turkey day and im sooo excited family food and happiness!

lol

It's almost the end of the year and i can't believe it.. it's kinda crazy..

it's feels like we've been in this year for a month or something..

good news bears..

im planning a trip to california with my best friend..

anybody have any good places we should go to?

of course were going to disneyland that's like a must.. but maybe hit LA and go to San Diego. :)

I'm pretty excited for the year to be ending.. that means i have another year to start all over with..

NEW FRIENDS.

NEW GOALS.

and more oppurtunity for me to challenge myself.

i almost treat this as a diary.. it's kinda tight!

I'm almost tempted to put some personal letters up.

Maybe not.

More blogs to come about what i think,

and im going to start blogging about things in pop culture.. everything i think and i the way i see it.. 

one day maybe ill even be as big as Perez?

Maybe not! lol

He's still my #1 cuddy.. besides Linds..

lol

Peace&& Love&& Happiness :)

Have a great and save Turkey day!

See you at the Gym.. i'll be working out hard!

:)

BARACK OBAMA!

My long waiting has come!

yesterday

NOVEMBER 4TH 2008

Mr. Barack Obama became the 44th president of the United States of America. 

I am sooo happy and can't believe it!

i am so excited to see this country become the best it can be!

Its my first time voting and i voted for BARACK!!!

it's was time for a change and it has!

i can't WAIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sometimes my life feels incomplete like really it does.

Sometimes i have nothing to do.. i sit at home watching movies or shows that are better than my life.

Something that makes my life seems so much better than it really it.

But the truth.. i have no life. 

I make this life of bliss..

Im like LC with no hills. My heidi left me for a spencer. I have no LO or Audrina and no Whitney. 

I dont know what it is.. I sit on facebook and myspace for something anything to happen..

no comments

no wall posts

no nothing

Sometimes i break down and cry.. while my "friends" do what they want to do.. what am i to do?

Do they know that i haven't been the same?

Can they tell that im different?

Nope!

I haven't written in while for a reason.. the reason of i knew once i touched these keys i would bleed my feelings. Bleed them to someone that isn't listening.

So instead of be my outgoing, bubbly, funny person i am.

Im not..

I can't stand being that person that is always there for there friends.. buy them things and wishing that they will be the same..

everything that i have done was to better them and not myself.

but none of this matters. 

i live in a world of fakes.. why not just join them.

Jonas Brothers aka Jo Bro's

Lately i have been listening to the jonas brothers alot.. and ive always loved them.. but lately i saw them on talk shows and they are just the cutest boys/ men (kevin is 20) i've been seen..

i have been downloading as many of there songs i can get my mouse on. 

Listening to all of them as much as i can. I love them.!

There songs are so heartfelt and they have some serious meanings..

So i've been into them..

They have currently become my ringtone and the background on my phone.. i honestly can't get enough of them.

I've been looking at there youtube videos.. and laughing along with them.

They are changing the way i look at music..

it's safe to say that they have become my new obsession. 

I was looking at there website/ fansite which is currently on my bookmark bar.!

(yeh i know)

I read there home page it talks about how they became the jonas brothers as the band.

and all they trails and struggles, and i read the paragraph of how Nick the youngest one of them all, struggles with type 1 diabetes. 

I always knew that had diabetes but i had know clue that someone so young who gets up in front of millions and millions of screaming tweens.. would be "nervous" of who he really is..

Nick who has written most of the songs for the band.. let it all out with the single, "A little bit longer." The ballad of his heartache dealing with diabetes. 

I didn't know that the song was about him.. he wrote it of how he was feeling..

so i listened to it..

went on to my itunes pushed play not know how deep it would become.

I heard the piano playing, and i paused it. I could already feel my throat clump up.

So i went on to google and pulled up the lyrics (big mistake)

I pushed play, and the piano continued.

Looking at the lyrics and Nick sings his heart out.. 

Tears began to swell up in my eyes.

My jaw began to tremble as the tears ran down my face.

As the song rolls over the words.

"Waiting on a cure,

But none of them are sure,

A little bit longer and I'll be fine."

 I lost it.. 

My body came numb, and it was covered in goose bumps.

I couldn't feel any emotion, as i listened to the rest of the song.

As i write this now, tears are in my eyes.

It was the most real, live, feeling i have ever gotten from a song.

It was crazy.

I am still speechless right now. 

This is one of those songs..

how did it become of a  15 year old kid..

Could this be the next Beetles? 

Bigger then high school musical?

As i wait for there new album (august 12

reserve your copy) to come out.. i will mean while keep you posted.

Peace, Love, JONAS!

 XOXO

Teegs

P.S. Listen to hello beautiful to.. great lyrics..

What talented they have!

So small..

Today i went to work.. nothing new.

MY old friend who went to a different store and today was the first day i worked with her since she has come back!

I will never find anyone that will love me.

I guess it's hard to explain.

Today i found out how un pretty i really am.

Life is a bitch.

My old high school friend.. who has the same problems with guys as.. we always find the stuiped ones or the bad boys.. we have always been single,

has a bf.. she really likes.

I feel so alone sometimes

i just seem so small

Exciting?

Today was my mom's birthday..

She turned 55 today..

It's quite weird to have your parents grow old just as much as you are!

Today we cleaned the whole house and  sent her to the nail salon where she got her finger and toe nails done.. she got her eyebrows waxed and then she got permante eye lashes.. they look really nice and make her look 10 years younger..!

Today got me thinking will i look that good when i'm 55.. will i be able to afford everything my mom has..

i've had a very blessed like.. everything i wanted i've gotten.. all thanks to my parents and that is why i will love them forever!

For dinner we went to this place called ciao vito.. it was really good. it's this italian place that is really great, they even serve the fresh french with real olive oil. so yummy!

They waitress we had was quite a bitch tho.

She got my order wrong saying that she heard me say lasugna instead of scallops.. i was like bitch you got me fucked up..

and then she was all nice about it when the check came around!

fake people get to me so much!

which brings me to my manager where i work...

but thats a whole another blog.!

till next time!

you know you love me

xoxo

Gossip Gurl

First Blog

Blogging?

I've never been really interested in doing it.. I mean who really wants to sit on the computer and write about their life story..

As many people that i know blog, i've never understood why. Could it really be that fun to do?

Who would be able to read it? Who want's to read it?

Then i got the thinking.. why not? 

It all started a month ago..

On june 3rd i graduated from Grant high school in Portland Oregon. My parents and family were in seats in the memorial colliesum watching as there middle child did what her big brother didn't.. and was is graduate. Doing this for my parents and myself was the only thing i wanted. But back to me story. I then decided to attended the community college that is in Portland. I'm taking to classes in the fall. 

A couple of days ago i set up mywebsite. my pcc.edu. Where i can be prepared for school.

After being accepted i had to take a placement test.

Reading.

Writing.

And my favorite subject Math.. (Sarcasm)

I go in and do all of them on a tuesday morning at 9.

When i get my results and i score really high on my writing test and really low in my reading.

That got me thinking.. maybe my gift is writing and i've always thought that i had a different type of writing style that maybe wasn't the best.. but it always had a ring in my head.

I have a problem sometimes getting my words out on paper or screen sometimes. It's in my head and i know what i want to say.. it just sometimes comes out in different way then what i want.

So with my new interest found.. i decided to do what any other people who thinks that they can write..blog.

Maybe this will be better than a diary..

I've always liked to keep memories of what i do each day, and no this won't be like a jr high girls diary. I've grown into a college girl. 

This may be a memoir as i share my way through college, and maybe that's all i need to survive.

Til next time.

Teegss!