Blog Post EVERYDAY?

So I'm going to try and blog EVERYDAY.
like I do my Project365 but we will see how this goes.

I think that most of the stuff I'm feeling like right will go into my private journal because if certain names and things.
But I've been in a weird mood for the past 3 days.
It's a very hard emotion to describe, and there might not even be a word to describe it.
It's VERY complicated.

I'm just not myself right now.
and I think once everyone see's my video they will understand.

I decided to do a Life in a Day thing for YT. and you can see my true self.
I had to answer 3 questions and that's when I open everything up.
Only one of my friends knows.

My BEST friend Melissa.
We have known each other since about 3rd grade.
She has ALWAYS been there for me, when the people I thought I could trust left.
She's one of the most awesome people I know.
She's A REAL FRIEND.
one that is just like me.

But that's about it for today.
Just another update on life.

xo

Long time no Blog!

Well it's been to long since Ive made a blog post I wish I had a set schedule! lol
Then maybe I could get a couple of these up a month!
Maybe that's what I should do.
I need to time manage.

A lot is going on in my life, and my friends are helping at all.
None of them actually really know how to be friends. I know that everyone has there own life's but not to care about anyone but themselves is extremely selfish!
Anyways I wanted to make a quick blog, because I always tell myself to write, but I never do.
But yeah I'm just in a weird mood today and I feel like writing....
You never know what I might write next.

:)

Vidcon 2010

I'm going to try to Vlog and Blog my whole way thru VidCon! WE will see tho! :)

July 8th 2010.
Today was the official day of my trip to Los Angeles, California. I woke feeling happy and excited. But yet nervous because I have extreme anxiety, especially when I don't know where I'm going, and what's going on. haha But I think it's normal to be a little unsure of what's going to be on. My flight was easy, and getting to the hotel always has to be a struggle. But once we got here like always when i'm traveling with this certain person something always has to go wrong... it's like really how much bad luck could one girl have? haha
But we checked and kinda freshened up, and headed back downstairs.. we ran into may youtuber's that i know and love.
               Spotted: Soundlyawake, thewillofdc, Charles Trippy and Alli Speed.
I was sooo thrilled that I couldn't even handle it! haha it's awesome to see the people that I watch and some of the people, the reason I started making videos was because of them. It was JUST ALL TO MUCH!!

Then we saw more of the awesome people. haha
ShayCarl eho i hugged and talked with.. he was also with Katillete!
Lisa Nova, who we talked with for a little while! super awesome and REALLY PRETTY!
Tyler Oakely! Who we have a super secret handshake! to awesome!
Meekakitty AWESOME GIRL!
and last but not least
Mystery Guitar Man, who faked a high five, and went and gave me a hug! WHICH WAS AWESOME!!!!!
Then later ran into Soundly Awake and DeniseVlogs! BOTH really nice and AWESOME!!! so glad to meet them! and Nick knew who I was it was PRETTY awesome! :)

With all of this I was soooo glad that I got to experience it with people who actually care and are just as happy as me! YOU!
When I tweet and you guys tweet back! AWESOME!!!

i can't even tell you how much this is GREAT thing! :)
The people that think they are too cool for school and are not showing how awesome this is! IT'S FUCKING LAME! I love what i do, and I'm going to continue to do so!
You could like someone so much that you just want to strangle them! But i'm going to enjoy my time to shine and be in the AMAZING state!

I would say..
First day: SUCCESS!
I'll see you tomorrow! :)