Does Everybody Know?

I love going thru my itunes and finding songs to fall back in love with.

John Legend is literally the top artist on most playlists..

I love this man..

His lyrics and voice speak to me so much, He is such a powerful songwriter and singer.

His song Everybody Knows is like my past relationship.

I try so hard to hold on to him, and make things go back to the way they used to be. But I know deep in my heart they won't. He was my first love. I know that but it was way more that, He was my best friend, and losing him was losing my best friend.

So I wish you the best.. I guess

It gets harder every day, but I can’t seem to shake the pain
I’m trying to find the words to say, please stay
It’s written all over my face, I can’t
Function the same when you’re not here
I’m calling your name but no one’s there
And I hope one day you’ll see nobody has it easy,
I still can’t believe you found somebody new
But I wish you the best, I guess.

‘Cause everybody knows, that nobody really knows
How to make it work, or how to ease the hurt
We’ve heard it all before, that everybody knows
Just how to make it right, I wish we gave it one more try
'Cause everybody knows, but nobody really knows

I don’t care what the people say
They brought it all in anyway
Baby don’t fill up your head with he-said, she-said
It seems like you just don’t know
The radio’s on, you're tuning me out,
I’m trying to speak, you’re turning me down

And I hope one day you’ll see nobody has it easy,
I still can’t believe you found somebody new
But I wish you the best, I guess.
‘Cause everybody knows, that nobody really knows
How to make it work, or how to ease the hurt
We’ve heard it all before, that everybody knows
Just how to make it right, I wish we gave it one more try
‘Cause everybody knows, but nobody really knows

Oh I wish you’d understand
Oh, just an ordinary man
Wish that we had known
Everybody knows, but nobody really knows
And I know one day you’ll see, nobody has it easy
I still can’t believe you found somebody new
I wish you the best, I guess.

‘Cause everybody knows, that nobody really knows
How to make it work, or how to ease the hurt
We’ve heard it all before, that everybody knows
Just how to make it right, I wish we gave it one more try
‘Cause everybody knows, but nobody really knows

Lost For Words

Sometimes sitting alone, i wonder.

I honestly can't tell you everything i wonder about, its so random that I don't even remember. But as I type this i say it in my head.. like an internal dialogue.

Sometimes it comes out wrong or sometimes it comes out right.

Usually the things I say on here are things I don't say out loud. Probably because no one will listen, or I have a lot on my mind and somehow all of that comes out on this page.

I have so much I deal with from day to day. It's hard to hold it in. So here we go, this blog is my diary I guess. It's small and really public but I don't know, I think from my stress and sometimes anger I come up with some really inspiring stuff.

I know i'm kind of tooting my own horn but, the things i write really move me.

I want to make this blog about you, as well as myself... With your help.

Feel free to comment me or write an email, i want to know what you think.

My mind is a thirlwind and im just rambling. But i wanted to post something.

Let's start the week off good and safe!

xoxo

You Wish..

You wake up one day, and everything changes

You cross a line and there's not turning back.

You're caught between the love and the danger,

It's hard to leave a heart, so open up to that.

You wish, everytime a star comes from the sky.

You wish, that he feels the way you feel inside.

You hope and you pray keep it all locked away.

As you see yourself lovin him here.

You Wish.

You think you know just how to read him,

Then he throws you right off track.

And all you know is how much you need him.

Time will tell you where his heart is really at.

You wish, everytime a star comes from the sky.

You wish, that he feels the way you feel inside.

You hope and you pray keep it all locked away.

As you see yourself lovin him here.

You wish

Late at night,

You wonder what he's thinking of.

It's killing you and all that's true.

As you fall deeper in love.

You Wish...

I Wish.

Im sitting here in a chair, thinking of us! I love the way you keep it only between us. I love that you thinking about me just as much as i think about you...