Friday, July 25, 2008

So small..

Today i went to work.. nothing new.
MY old friend who went to a different store and today was the first day i worked with her since she has come back!
I will never find anyone that will love me.
I guess it's hard to explain.
Today i found out how un pretty i really am.
Life is a bitch.
My old high school friend.. who has the same problems with guys as.. we always find the stuiped ones or the bad boys.. we have always been single,
has a bf.. she really likes.
I feel so alone sometimes
i just seem so small

Friday, July 18, 2008

Exciting?

Today was my mom's birthday..
She turned 55 today..
It's quite weird to have your parents grow old just as much as you are!
Today we cleaned the whole house and  sent her to the nail salon where she got her finger and toe nails done.. she got her eyebrows waxed and then she got permante eye lashes.. they look really nice and make her look 10 years younger..!
Today got me thinking will i look that good when i'm 55.. will i be able to afford everything my mom has..
i've had a very blessed like.. everything i wanted i've gotten.. all thanks to my parents and that is why i will love them forever!
For dinner we went to this place called ciao vito.. it was really good. it's this italian place that is really great, they even serve the fresh french with real olive oil. so yummy!
They waitress we had was quite a bitch tho.
She got my order wrong saying that she heard me say lasugna instead of scallops.. i was like bitch you got me fucked up..
and then she was all nice about it when the check came around!
fake people get to me so much!
which brings me to my manager where i work...
but thats a whole another blog.!
till next time!
you know you love me
xoxo
Gossip Gurl

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

First Blog

Blogging?
I've never been really interested in doing it.. I mean who really wants to sit on the computer and write about their life story..
As many people that i know blog, i've never understood why. Could it really be that fun to do?
Who would be able to read it? Who want's to read it?
Then i got the thinking.. why not? 
It all started a month ago..
On june 3rd i graduated from Grant high school in Portland Oregon. My parents and family were in seats in the memorial colliesum watching as there middle child did what her big brother didn't.. and was is graduate. Doing this for my parents and myself was the only thing i wanted. But back to me story. I then decided to attended the community college that is in Portland. I'm taking to classes in the fall. 
A couple of days ago i set up mywebsite. my pcc.edu. Where i can be prepared for school.
After being accepted i had to take a placement test.
Reading.
Writing.
And my favorite subject Math.. (Sarcasm)
I go in and do all of them on a tuesday morning at 9.
When i get my results and i score really high on my writing test and really low in my reading.
That got me thinking.. maybe my gift is writing and i've always thought that i had a different type of writing style that maybe wasn't the best.. but it always had a ring in my head.
I have a problem sometimes getting my words out on paper or screen sometimes. It's in my head and i know what i want to say.. it just sometimes comes out in different way then what i want.
So with my new interest found.. i decided to do what any other people who thinks that they can write..blog.
Maybe this will be better than a diary..
I've always liked to keep memories of what i do each day, and no this won't be like a jr high girls diary. I've grown into a college girl. 
This may be a memoir as i share my way through college, and maybe that's all i need to survive.
Til next time.
Teegss!