Island of HOPE.

I feel everyday that im surrounded by posers and impostures...

It goes in one ear and out the other.

In life, you need to take your own advice. Take a dose of your own medicine.

I'm listening to 'where'd you go?'

Where did YOU go?

Everyday I see the real you slip away.

Island of Hope and a sea of sea mist.

Advice/ Knowledge

I'm a friend.

I'm a Woman.

I'm a human being.

And i should be treated as such.

Today has been one of those days..

I'm really over trying to help my friends out with there life.

Most of my friends have problems and I'm the type to help. I always try and be there for them when they need me literally 24/7. (My phone is on during the night right next to me.)

I am what you call a good friend. I've been the friend that has always tried to look on the bright side of things so they don't feel bad. I'm the one who will spend time listening to their problems, and come up with some sort of resolution, anything to help you out.

So when you call me crying over a guy I listen and say I'm sorry as many times as I can. I tell you to stay away from him, because I'm your friend and I want what's best for you.

So when you call and text me when I'm trying to have personal time with my guy, I still listen to you. When a man treats you so badly that you cry your eyes out for days, he's not worth it. I tell you time after time he's not worth your time.

When you don't listen to me, I'm not going to listen anymore when you cry. I can't help you when you don't help yourself.

I'm only one person who carries your burdens.

So tell me why your with him now? So he can use you once again.. I'm not always going to be there for you. i have my own life.

I work 2 jobs.

I have a family.

I have school.

I have other friends besides you I want to spend time with.

and I try to juggle a guy too.

But here today it's stopping.

You've had your time.

It's my time now.

I'm focusing on me.

I love myself way to much to do what you do.

You could never walk in my shoes...

Please take it from me, you can only help people who want to help themselves. Don't let their unhappiness get to you.

Stay strong.

Stay together.

Stay YOU.

xoxo

9-3-09

Today was a good day..

i got to sleep in and not go to school.. that's right i'm out of school! YES!

it's been a really long year for school.

Fall term looks nice and not to hard. I really happy about that.. like obvi.

So that's a really good thing! :)

NEXT...

I'm working 2 jobs these days and it great for my bank.. hella money and spending it on bills. YAHOO. As most as all of us are.

I'm a waitress and a Nanny.. wow how different are those jobs.. haha

but anyways.

I've become and twitter fiend.. who isn't these days.

(follow me @teegs08)

but that keeps me from going completly insane.

Also someone who helps is my really good friend LO.. she goes to the univ in my state, which is a couple of hours away from where I am.

she just left for the summer to go back to school and we have been talking a lot. I really miss her and we tell each other everything. It helps, and it sucks that she lives so far away.

I love you LO!

I had a lot more to say but i can't remember what i had to say.

I'm going to go get some LATE night BK and some ice cream.. dulce de leche! YUMMM!!!!

tweet me, and ill tweet you back! :)

Until next time!

xoxo

P.S As if I didn't say enough in the blog about my twitter.. follow my day to day! @teegs08